“我知道你在等一个可能等不到的人。 可是你知道吗？ 我也在等一个可能等不到的人。。。”

I could sense glass shattering.... really shattering... I dunno why but just dun feel comfortable and really uneasy aft discovering something which I shld not know. If I have a choice, I would rather not know anything at all. Its the fact afterall, I can never escape. Sooner or later, I would still got to know the truth... Do I feel hurt?! probably... Do I feel sad?! Most likely.... To be very honest, there are times, I really wished I could let go of u. But true enough, I did tried... I did tried not thinking of you.. N happily move on... sad to say, I really can't.... becos u have been appearing in my mind all this while and all the time.

Though I really like u... but rather there is nth I can do becos u r set for some impt projection and I just simply can't bear to see u missed it. So the best that I could only do, was to stay away... keep away from you.. as far as possible.. really I'm sorry... the more I tried avoiding u each time.... The more pain I would feel. In fact 10.10.10 was a day I would nvr forget. thankyou so much for leaving behind a beautiful memory. No matter wad, u'll have my blessings..

Things been improving for the better these days. After so much of personal struggle. I am back to where I am today. Much appreciated my mentor for having great patience to guide me all along. I am really grateful in whatever ways that u did to help me but I am not somebody whom is good at expressing my gratitude but deep inside I can only appreciates.

Which I have ever once told you that I would not let you down. When I said something, I really meant it. Trust me, I really. I won't made empty promises. Furthermore, though the fact is that, whether will I leave the team one day, I really have no answer to this. However, the only promise I could made to you or to myself, is that... right now team is still growing yet they still need daniel to be around. As I promised I would nvr leave you at the state when you really nid me. But slowly... Slowly when the team do not need daniel to be there anymore. I will slowly find a route and a way for myself. To this day, I shall be involve with the growth of team becos this is my responsibility and is a role I have got to play. Sorry for causing too much trouble.. I am appreciative that u really cared so much for me. Thanks ms liu

After much considerations, I have oso realised that sometimes it was really hurtful to fall for some1 that does not have feelings for u. A fren of mine once told me, being love by some1 is a happiness but loving some1 is a torture. Afterall it was really true. However, sometimes I really blame myself for not being able to control my own feelings. Being emotionally attach by situation like this. I really ought to learn how to dettach my emotions. I'm really trying hard. Thru exp I did learnt something, I guess true happiness will only comeby when we are able to free ourselves. This is where we are able to see things from a bigger picture. Though I know I am truly an epic loser when it comes to this. Just becos I know exactly I have been hurt so much, really enough till I am beginning to lose confident in this area. I really dunno... tell me what I shld do.... will u?