Today i get very irritated by somebody else. Today as peizong leave the scene, we all decided to go to 812 basketball court play. But end up playing football instead of basketball. Got one time i jump up to reach and touch the board of the basketball ring, somebody like buai song like tat then say i only wan to act. Siao ppl oso get irritated la, like tat oso wan to act for wat de. Then got one person there oso keep jumping, so i follow him jump oso. Then instead of saying tat person, they all say me act. Kind of very frustration people around me should know that im one of the person who hate losing but only care about winning. In other words i know im a sore loser, when i lose i always never admit defeat that was wat i oso hate myself about all this while. Wat ppl can do, i always wan to try to do it and do it until it finally succeed. But people around me always say if i go on like tis, i will never succeed in one day and ppl around me oso say im over confidence and too proud in winning. PPl dun know wat im thinking in my mind, they don't even know wat im feeling inside.
Haiz... i dun wish to talk anymore!!!!
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Just remember today, which is CCA day, i always like tat day, just duno what kind of any reasons... haha
At the beginning i dun like to go for basketball training wan, becoz Just remember last year, theres a female coach who is really fierce, ya first i enter the basketball team they is only 3 of them in the team plus me will be 4. Out the 4 of them, my basketball skill is the lousiest and the very karna sai one. Three of them they all av basketball background, Yong sheng, was a primary sch team. Pei zong was a outside team. As for Hai hui... i duno he only play basketball. But as for me i av none, none of any background. First training was to play with each other friendly match. But i tink one of the match is when they were being group into teams, they will always say i miss the ball or pass the ball too light or too strong and say i was the one who cause them to lose. Then Whole team started to avoid me. Everyday go training always kerna shoot by them one{means something i did not really wish or like to hear.}
All the friendly match i will never get to go up, but to sit at the bench to watch them play. The feelings is like i doesn't belong to the team and the team doesn't belong to me.
Soon enough, all tis while i wanted to try give up, but i did not give up. One year past, tis female coach really teaches me alot of things, things i have ever learned in her training, training of defending zone ya... I duno of any zone defend i oso duno how to defend ,one word she say was to" get out of the court right now, i dun wan to see you" , in {mandarin}...But not only tat still got say alot of of things la...
Players which is the last year sec2 batch, those i think almost the weaker one always wanted to jio me one on one basketball match.... Becoz they see me easily get bullied wat.
But in the end i manage to get off from the disaster... i think around last year June,i finally get to go up for the first match VS Green View Secondary School, i av contributed more to the team.Got one time the female coach hold me bak alone after one of the training and talk to me personally ... Soon enough, The female coach av left and came wif a new male coach, which is our coach rite now... Just remember last year the whole bunch of player in our last year sec 1 batch all manage to qualify to go in the tournament but there only left me alone did not go in the tournament...Hmm of course feel sad la... But who else wants to give up and never.
My everyday life was to treat the basketball like a very close friend keep playing wif it and slowly...
Which is today, i finally know where im standing, the team also never started to avoid me anymore. That makes me realli happy, then slowly they all became more better frens wif me. Those sec2 last year batch who find me for 1 on 1 basketball match... Finally i got back my revenge...MUHaHaZ
But still got alot of things happening last year not only the basketball team, even the best fren tat i first known kelvin was another Bully. But one time i got all my revenge back liao. Cuz i only knew tat my skill is improving.
Last year, i really learn alot of things, things like never give up... till the end...ya....Dreams will always come true one day de....HaHaz...Tats all i got to say for all....

Signing off:
Dan

Today i was counted realli very lucky already. Firstly in the morning rev up, i wore the white shirt go for rev up but luckily they never caught me becoz i go runner club wat then come back very late. Today running... must run 3 round corporation road... Crazy sia... Actually i already sick liao le, still need to run 3 round corporation. First 2 rounds is running wif the whole club, follow by the third round will be running own pace. As i was running, my heart intend to pump realli fast and some kind of weak... feeling like wanted to faint coz keep coughing none stop as i run. Like tat i think there will be difficulty for my NAFFA test liao.Lets not tok about running already, as i went back to sch, kahhao call me to hide somewhere else cuz Mr Ramesh is scolding ppl of not wearing house T-shirt to rev-up. then kahhao go and take my bag and we run from 2nd floor all the way and proceed to the Music room For Health check.
Secondly, as we all finish our health check, we all wanted to proceed back to our class after home Econ room. But then we walk past 5A, Which is Kahhao's class, inside no teacher so we decided to go in to chitchat and have planned not to go for art lesson. After we realise almost one period is gone, we quickly rush back to our class, but Kelvin and Peizong wanted to go upstairs which is 4th floor, wants to walk pass 2E. But i refused to go up wif them, so i decided to go back to class alone. As i came into the class, to my surprise the relief teacher is miss tan pei ling, so i av only to make up any silly excuses to tell her y i came back late for classes. Then around 4-5 mins later Kelvin and Peizong came back, b4 they came back, miss tan had ask me where did they go as well, but as i wanted to help them is like...{yue bang yue mang} helping them is like im making the situation worst. I any speak out anything tat is in my mind. But in the end i was lucky to send back to my own seat. but as for they 2, they have been punished to send outside and miss tan wanted to bring them to see discipline commitee.Then i oso duno wat happend, recess time walk down then saw they 2 there hgging the pillar. then when they release, i ask them, they tell me they kerna suspention for 2 days... I suspected whether they make up story anot but they tell me is truth. then tis time i got them in trouble, so i tell them i owe they two each a favour{ren Qing}...
Thirdly was, English vocab file get caught, actually i didn't bring my vocab file. Then those stand up wan will be 2 of them again ya and Kah siong and im included as well. She said that never bring av to see her after sch and stay back late in school in the afternoon. Then suddenly my file duno from where drop onto the floor right in front of my eye. i pick it up and grab somebodies file to update the content page and hand up the file... Phew.. then i get to sit down and after school i dun av to see the teacher liao...
After sch we wait for them, but until very long, then wei jie and me playing silly games to decide fate, whether to wait for them or go off wifout them, using coins to flip..hahaha so lame sia.. then keep tail, tail, tail one , means that call us to wait for them, then we change the fate, we all turn over the coin and it is head then we faster run out of the school. Then wei jie is darn lame again, go where eat oso must use coin to decide, so we all decide to go KFC eat la... Eat until so full then i took a taxi and togpang wei jie go home and go home sleep...Tats all la...


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Today when i go school, im not feeling well, then granted permission to leave the school earlier. My elder sister oso another one sick at home. haiz since we both sick, might as well go clinic together then. Wah waited there for around 2 hour like tat very long. then after clinic she accompany me go to Jurong Point for a new hair cut cuz my hair today nearly get caught. But luckily never, haha. Just said today, theres a spot check, Mr kelvin chan check my pocket, whether i got bring any electronic things to sch anot, cuz previous last week somebody go "paotore" to mr kelvin chan wat.
Where did i stop?? Oh ya at Jurong Point, my sister accompany me go sandstorm cut hair, actually i need her to take up decision one, but she like indecisive like tat and then call the person cut everything short can already... haiz now my hair looks some kind of wierd...i think go to school sure let ppl laugh de...

Wat sia today match so rough, i last minute then noe the news wan leh. I didn't even know today we're against pioneer secondary. Today morning pei zong then tell me wat sia, i oso dun av self-prepared yet. But sad things is today i cannot go in same division as peizong, wei jie they all. Cuz they play Cboyz wat i must play Bboyz. But good thing peizong come and join Bboyz in match. Wat i wana say is, he is innocent, go in the match get hit by the opponet for nothing. Duno whether is purposely or accidentally. But i noe, when i Sub in the match, from start till the end the coach never sub me out at all... very da happy. But i know today my shooting skill very weak, attepted so many tries of 3 pointer shot oso cannot go in.Haiz....But i manage to fake them..ha ha tats the most funnier part and half way, they like wanted to start fighting, then we all call off the match liao. Just in case they fight. Not even 1 quarter yet the whole match ended.
Tats all la, i think i shall end writing here
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Today was a Track and field meet, it is an actual sports day. I was in a final list of 400m race and is a 7th position in upper secondary boys. At first i saw all the competitors is all fast runner, i av the kind of feeling i dun wan to run anymore already. Because i already perdicted i will lose for sure one and is 100% sure. So i av come up with a stupid idea, is to call someone else who is faster to run for. then i bluff bluff got gastric pain cannot run. Then i tell mr ramesh whether can call somebody else to take over me run, he say no. The house mistress miss lau chia pei then say is better to run or to be disqualified. So before the run, i already told myself im already the top8 in the whole school, so i cannot care about losing and never ever turns my head back when the race is started always focus my both eyes in front of me. But at first i was very nervous and don't know wat to do. Then run and run, last minute i got catch up by benito. Then wasted get 2nd postion in the end. At least is fine with me, is better than never win anything else. Then in the end i find it very strange, how come i can win one i oso duno but tats only tyco one, a miracle that only came out. I dun wish to tok much!!!!
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