Entrepreneurship- Week 15

Web & new Media - Week 15




























Last week's grade is finally out! Gosh now I know the reason why I can't get a single A for my W&NM. That's the reason why! Hah! It's alright, at least I have gotten it for the final week! =D
Tomorrow will be W&NM paper. 2 more to go and I am done with it! :) All the best to my fellow peers, -Do it once, do it right and do it well!

It was the last day of school. Perhaps I really missed class E36A.... HAHA! Well, in fact, today's class is really fun. WOAH there is no ppt today!!! HAHA and we had booked the badminton court in school yesterday. During second break, we got the faci to play badminton together with us. Perhaps, today we do not have to do anything or even work on anything. we just spent the whole lesson playing. The whole badminton session lasted for an hour and the remaining 1 hour, we went to book the game room and play wii instead. Had our fun playing BOWLING N BOXING!! It was really cool!!! Even played winning eleven with ariff. After that a group of us were all late for the 3rd meeting. It was fun!

The lesson did ended earlier today as usual, given faci, meilan style of teaching. :) Yup, the class did took photos and even exchange hug with one another. I could even see some of my classmates shedding tears.. Gosh... Luckily, im no longer emotional anymore.. If not i could have landed the same circumstances too. The first person I saw whom was shedding tears was Drew. Seeing him crying bitterly, I stepped forward and consoled him. "Well this is all part and parcel of life." Cheer up YEAH! :) but after tat I did saw syah eyes turning red as well... My goodness :(
There is really a kinda sad farewell thingy going on here. Upon consoling Drew, the class did exchanged hug and consoled him. Yup nonetheless, he did hugged me as well and I did carry on consoling him further. However, out of a sudden, he mentioned that he havent been treating me well for all this while. Is like I could kind of tell he is pretty guilty towards something but I wasn't exactly sure wad was it. Then, I smiled and told him, "is alright, Wad's over is already over and I don't blame him." After that with the rest, as a group, we all made our way to interchange together. Gosh, it was really raining heavily! Everywhere is like almost flooded. We have fun splashing and kicking the water to drench each and everyone. HAHA Pretty childish yeah but that's life.

After which, I travelled back home together with Drew. During the journey back home, he did shared to me about his school grade stuffs thingy and could really tell that he is pretty happy and satisfied. Im really happy for him. After which we began to talk about the class and this is where the truth had finally revealed.

He shared to me that, in fact, almost everyone in E36A hates me in person. However, I wasn't surprised. Cos perhaps my sixth sense had already told me wad had happened based on the class behaviour and attitude towards me. It was kinda cold... I do admit. Furthermore, I did realised where the mistakes lie, it was the exactly same thing tht happened to me during the last sem. Due to the lack of priority and having me, myself and I for being too emotional!! GRR!!! but ya.. To be very honest, sometimes I felt that the grading system wasn't fair. It is true that, having lacking of priority, I have always been slping durig classes. Too tired but it was not supposingly to be an excuse.. Perhaps there is something even more than that, alot of things happene and etc... but I know one thing, at least I have became stronger and no longer feeling emotional over things.

Exactly just like one of my ex-classmate from the previous sem had told me, I'm a born speaker, but just happened that I had leveraged too much on ppl's effort for doing up the powerpoint slides. Is been a bad habit all these while for not participating actively in meeting 1 and 2, is only during meeting 3, which is the presentation part, I always tend to claim credit at that point of time because of the way I spoke. Ppl just felt that the grading is unfair. There are times that I have gotten A without contributing a single thing, just based on purely presentation, pure shooting and QnA. Ppl whom had worked hard on the ppt slides, in the end just gotten a B or C. So is pretty unfair in a sense.


Drew did agreed, because i know how to speak confidently and that was the key factor. At the later part, he did shared to me what he had done behind my back... Gosh, before he told me, he wanted me to promise him not to beat him up after he had shared to me about it, so I gave him my words but u know I wouldn't do such an inetiquette stuffs rite? HAHAHA. True enough, I was right about the class, having me being outcast and everything. The class were kinda cold towards me.. Im awared of all these. However, at that point of time, I have never thought of clarifying the matter with the class cos I do have other priority on hands, which is my organisation, whom I felt that I did valued them more than my sch mates cos of the responsibility I had promised them, back then. I did understand the law of nature, no matter where u go, there are bound to have ppl whom likes and dislikes u. So take it as if is something that shld be normal. I was kinda wrong, is just that I chose not to do anything abt it. Sry once again, I know im thick-skinned :P but im persistent enough. I knew that almost all of them have issues with me. Having knowing the reason, I really have no one to back me up in class. The only way was to feign ignorant, to take it that nothing had happened and life goes on.

To be very honest, I had once thought of challenging the whole class alone by myself. It wasnt easy.. Really. I did have a tough time and was struggling hard to pull thru it. Sometimes, it was pretty obvious that there are classmates that always shoot questions that is not related to the slides, to test my understanding and etc. During week 1-4, I have been consequetively getting A's and B's but towards that I knew the class wasn't happy with the grading system. From week 5 onwards it was the time where I start seeing Cs' and even Ds'. Tht is when I did had mentally prepared to challenge the class. Sry abt it, no doubt I did challenge back but I still chose to maintain peace and order between me and all of my classmates. Don't get me wrong, the challenge that im referring is about frendly fire. No doubt, I still tried to be nice to all of them, but same thing, there are still ppl tht gave me cold shoulder and I just tell myself, 'is fated for me to be together with them as a class, just try my best." At that point of time, I had already understood that is never easy to change a person's perception towards someone. All I can, was to give my best and carry on to be nice and work hard towards to make changes for the better but nonethelss, I really didnt expect much in returns.

After the emo-ing period ( not really related to sch but almost everything), week 7 & 8 onwards, at least I had got used to the environement of how the frendly fire would works. Finally back on track! Sometimes could even hear ppl sayin tht i been trying too hard to make a comeback from grade C to B, which I did managed to do that at the end. There are ppl whom are surprised of what I am exactly doing. Some did felt that it was unbelievable given the way that how I used to be. I have started working on stuffs in a more serious mannered not BECOS I wanted to change for the better to appease everyone in class and made them change their perception towards me, but is just that there is alot of things tat I had finally learnt how to let go in life.

Well, after all these, Drew did said that he was kinda the one behind all these. Gossiping behind me about me with the rest of the class. Woah! I was pretty surprised and kinda upset at the same time. Nonetheless, I knew that the class would have treated me in this way but I didnt know that Drew, u did took the photos of me as well, slping in class and almost wanted to post them on ur blog... =.= Woah! I didnt even had got a chance to explaian my stand and u almost wanted to do that to me but I was really glad that u didn't. Anyway, like I said, is all over and life still goes on. To be very honest, when u revealed the truth, I was really feeling a little bit disappointed and at a same time a little upset over it, there are something I did wanted to say, to clarify my stands for doing that, cos things that happened to me is in fact, is not as superficial as what u had thought to be. Perhaps u just left me speechless, cos I didnt wanted to explain to u wad had exactly happened. Furthermore, I didn't expect u would do that anyway, but is good that the matter had been clarified. :) Well, let bygone be bygone. Learn to give more rather than to take more, then only ur heart would grows bigger and expand. :P

Last but not least, really sry for such a long post. Perhaps it was exactly wads on my mind rite now... Well, E36A I know u guys had started to accept me at the later part, Thank you. :) Afterall, I wanted to thank u all for giving me such a wonderful and sweet memories. U classmates are really nice ppl, there are times we had our fun doing crazy stunt and firming videos such as mob dance and everything.. hahaha all I can say. I really love u guys yeah! :) If haven't been for u guys, I wouldnt have grown and changed so much to become a better individual too. Awww and all i can say, u guys are just fun to be around with and definitely I would miss u guys for sure in times to come. All the best to u all! Class E36A! LOVE YA!!! :):)

CIAO! :D